Thursday, July 8th, 2010

What I had to BREAKFAST: Four pieces of bread with mayonase and chips on them to make a sandwich.
What I had for LUNCH: None
What I had for DINNER: I had two cheddar worst. One on a bun with ranch dressing, the other I ate with honey mustered
What I had for SNACKS:1 heresy dark chocolate kiss.
What were my cravings for the day? Chocolate, cookies
Did I fall in to my cravings? Yes I had both, but I made one of thous betty crocker bags of cookie mix and ate that through out the day. Sadly to say its all gone
How much WATER did I drink today? Maybe one glass?
How much POP did I drink today? One swallow! Then I put it back in the fridge, It was a Red vault.
How much JUICE did I drink today? I had one glass full of Raspberry Lemonaide.
How much EXERCISE did I do today? None
What CHORES did I do today? I picked up my room, washed three batches of laundry and folded and put them away.

I hope I can do this! I want to be able to loose the weight! I will hopefully get my treadmill tomorrow! I want to be able to say yes I excersize! I want to be skinny. My goal is not a size 2 I will be happy if I even get down to a size 18, but my over all goal is a size 16! I hope this will work! Please leave me a message so I can have support other wise I might fail! I cant afford to do that LITTERLY my life is at stake here!

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I will hopefuly be getting my treadmill tommarow! I am making this blog to keep my self honest. I figure if I am honest with my self maybe I can get something done. If you are going to read this blog and laugh at me about my size dont read it. This is me being true to my self, putting my feelings out there. I want to be able to loose the weight for my kids. I want to be able to fit in a ride at lagoon with out them trying to stuff me into the ride. I want to be able to sit on a seat on the bus with out hanging over the edge. I would like to be able to sit on a seat with out worring if I am going to break it or not. I would like to sit on a seat that has sides on it with out it squishing my legs. I would like to walk down the road with out people pointing at me saying look there goes the fat lady! I want to LIVE! And I want to have fun doing it!