I am making this blog to keep my self honest. I figure if I am honest with my self maybe I can get something done. If you are going to read this blog and laugh at me about my size dont read it. This is me being true to my self, putting my feelings out there. I want to be able to loose the weight for my kids. I would like to walk down the road with out people pointing at me saying look there goes the fat lady! I want to LIVE! And I want to have fun doing it!
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
287- Day 13 or 14
Yay! I have lost 23 pounds in just under a week! I am very excited about that. But I do find it hard that I have lost that much yet the only place we can tell that I lost it is in my face, and I know for a fact my face did not weigh 23 pounds heavier. Oh well hopefuly I will start to see it soon and I will be abble to start wearing smaller clothes. I am sick of being the size I am I want to be healthy! I wish I could go out walking more for I kind of lost my walking buddy for the time being for the fact that she has a very hectic life right now. I am having a really hard time walking on the tread mill. I know I need to do it and get it over with but I still find it hard to do. I like walking out side a lot more, and that is hard when it is cold out side for I am worried about the girls getting sick. I hope I will start feeling better about my image soon I still look at my body and go man there is a blimp in a half! I just have so many fat rolls its discusting, I never want to be like this again! I want to be in a place where I am healthy and I can start looking cute. Please help incourage me so I dont loose the motivation I have!
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