Monday August 23, 2010

What I had to BREAKFAST: Egg rolls
What I had for LUNCH: a bowl of cinnimon toast crunch and sandwich
What I had for DINNER: casadilla
What I had for SNACKS: none
What were my cravings for the day? cookie dough and cake batter
Did I fall in to my cravings? no because I was to lazy to make either, maybe for this case it is good that I can be lazy
How much WATER did I drink today? 0
How much POP did I drink today? 1 can of coke
How much JUICE did I drink today? 0
How much EXERCISE did I do today? 1/2
What CHORES did I do today? One batch of laundry
How much do I weigh tonight?

I am doing better with eating every meal, but I know its still not the best food. but hey at least I am trying not to skip meals any more. I have been under a ton of stress lately so I think that might be why it is so hard just to even get one pound off! But I have to keep on trying. I am losing my will to do this, I feel like giving up, I was so much happier when I wasnt checking my weight every week, and when I wasnt trying to watch what I eat but I guess this is what I get for not doing that for so many years! I know I need to keep it up but my motivation is getting flushed faster then I can stop it. I need to live, I WANT TO LIVE!

Thursday, August 19,2010

What I had to BREAKFAST: Peanut Butter and Jelly sandwich
What I had for LUNCH: Nothing we all slept through lunch time.
What I had for DINNER: Hamburger helper and scallop patatos
What I had for SNACKS: None
What were my cravings for the day? None
Did I fall in to my cravings? Nope
How much WATER did I drink today? 4 or 5 glasses
How much POP did I drink today? 0
How much JUICE did I drink today? 20 oz
How much EXERCISE did I do today? 15 min
What CHORES did I do today? Easy day today mostly slept
How much do I weigh tonight?

Had an easy day today for the most part which is a first time in a long time for me. It was nice to take it easy. Tomorrow going for another walk with the neighbor. If the kids are up in time will go in the morning if not I will be going at night. I found I like walking with some one and talking while I walk it is very nice keeps my mind off the pain I have in my legs. I also like that she is trying to challenge me! Lots of chores to do tomorrow! So it will be a busy day for Jeremy will be working 18 hours again.
I want to live, I NEED TO LIVE!

To answer ?s

Maggi-
We have donuts and Icecream because Jeremys parents gave them to us. Other wise we wont have it in the house, yep I take Ashley Casaya and Peanut on a walk with me!


Kaylynn-
Again no buying donuts. But we also did not buy the hot dogs we got them from the store house. We do buy coke for Jeremy takes them to work every day. Yes we try to buy the stuff you mentioned but if we do they usuly go to Ashley first.

Tuesday, August, 17, 2010

What I had to BREAKFAST: 1/2 chicken enchalada
What I had for LUNCH: 2 hot dogs with out buns
What I had for DINNER: Biskets and country gravy
What I had for SNACKS: A donate and an Ice cream bar
What were my cravings for the day? surgar
Did I fall in to my cravings? unfortinatly yes
How much WATER did I drink today? a ton! I am not sure but I am pretty sure around 25 glasses full. Having to pee my pants every 1/2 hour!
How much POP did I drink today? 1 can of coke!
How much JUICE did I drink today? 0
How much EXERCISE did I do today? Did not go walking today
What CHORES did I do today? 8 batches of laundry washed and put away, cleaned out the kids drawers and got out the clothes that are to small for them, cleaned thier rooms and gave the dog a bath.
How much do I weigh tonight? 308

Man it is hard to get back in to the habbit of somthing when you got out of it! I am going to try and do better!
Well I keep on gaining weight my neighber keeps on telling me not to worry for I may be loosing the weight but gaining musle. For my sake I really REALLY hope that is what is happening right now! I have been walking for at least and hour almost every day. Some days I will walk for two or three hours. Still trying to eat healthy which is getting hard again for we have no food in the house. We are waiting for another food order, but we can get one for a few weeks for we have to talk to the bishop or somthing like that, so we are just praying Casayas food will hold out! But we are still trying to eat healthy for what we have in the house.I have been trying to cut out a lot of surgar in my diet. Every time I start craving it I try to go for a piece of bread or something like that. Does not always work but hey at least I try right?
I want to live, I NEED TO LIVE!

I am back! Aug 11, 2010

What I had to BREAKFAST: a piece of toast

What I had for LUNCH: Taco bell, Chicken gordita, Chicken chalupa

What I had for DINNER: Quinwa

What I had for SNACKS: a cup cake

What were my cravings for the day? Surger

Did I fall in to my cravings? Sort of I had my cup cake

How much WATER did I drink today? A 20oz bottle

How much POP did I drink today? a medium cup of Mountain Dew Blast

How much JUICE did I drink today? 0

How much EXERCISE did I do today? about 1 hours worth

What CHORES did I do today? took care of the kids

How much do I weigh tonight? 306

Well I am back now! So I will be picking up my blog again sorry about it taking so long!

I am now taking Niacen which is a pill that you take once a day and it helps you detox all the crud out of your system and helps you loose the weight faster. So I will be trying that and hopefuly it will work, I hate how I feel while I am on it but it works so we will see how it goes.

I am going to start going for walks with my neighber in the mornings, I am hoping and praying that if I have some one to walk with it will be easier, but I am not sure. But it will be worth a shot, I just need to get out there and do it, no more excusese!

While on vacation I got TONS of excersize I dont think there was more then a few hours at a time that I sat down. Just a few of the things we have done on our vacation:

-Thanksgiving Point, walked around the Dino Musium, and the petting zoo that took about four hours

- Walked around a whole bunch of stores for about 7 hours straight.

-Went to Cow-a-bunga Bay, We were there for about 4 1/2 hours. Got torched but had a blast.

-Went to the Bees game. walked from the trax station to the ball park then up a bunch of stairs quite a few times while carring Casaya.

- Went to Chuck E Cheeses for a few hours and played the games.

-On another day we went shoping to a whole bunch of stores for 8 1/2 hours straight.

So yes we did have fun, but I did do a ton of excersize. We did a lot more stuff but since it is one in the morning I can not think of them right off the bat.

So Keep me in your prayers that I can do this, and that I wont loose hope.

I want to live, I NEED TO LIVE!