First post

I will hopefuly be getting my treadmill tommarow! I am making this blog to keep my self honest. I figure if I am honest with my self maybe I can get something done. If you are going to read this blog and laugh at me about my size dont read it. This is me being true to my self, putting my feelings out there. I want to be able to loose the weight for my kids. I want to be able to fit in a ride at lagoon with out them trying to stuff me into the ride. I want to be able to sit on a seat on the bus with out hanging over the edge. I would like to be able to sit on a seat with out worring if I am going to break it or not. I would like to sit on a seat that has sides on it with out it squishing my legs. I would like to walk down the road with out people pointing at me saying look there goes the fat lady! I want to LIVE! And I want to have fun doing it!