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So today I took my second shot, I have to say that I like my results all ready! I got on the scale this morning and it said that I lost 8 pounds all ready! I had to weigh my self three times to make sure be each time it was eight pounds less then yesterday! Yes! I hope I can do this through the whole diet! Yesterday was my last loading day, So I basically ate every thing I wont be able to eat while on this diet, I ate my Dark Chocolates I ate ice cream, and macaroni and cheese I had hot dogs. I thought for sure I would gain weight yesterday for if you eat any thing with surger or starch you are supposed to gain weight and it said that I already lost 8 pounds! So today is the first day that I will be eating healthy. I have to admit that i am scared. I am so nervous that I am going to feel hungry or starving and then I will forget I am on my diet and I will just go to the cupbord and find something to eat. I made my self some signs yesterday telling me what I can eat and I am going to be taping them around the kitchen, so hopefully I will see them and remember that I am on the diet. I am still scared that I am going to eat what they tell me to eat and then I will still be starving. I was told that HCG kills your appetite but I guess my appetite is so huge that I am afraid that the amount of food they are telling me to eat wont be enough. But I have to have faith that this will work, I have to remember why I am doing it and not think about my stomach the whole time. I have to admit that it feels really good that when I looked at the scale and it said I had lost 8 pounds that had me floored! I am hoping and praying that will keep me going through out the day!