278

Well 32 pounds down and 100 to go! I dont know if I will ever hit my goal weight, but I am happy that I lost the 32 pounds so far. I am almost done with my shot, I have 3 days left of the shots and then I have 3 weeks of stabilization. I will be all done with the diets on March 20th, just in time for our Smith family party that we are in charge of! I hope that I have at least another 20 pounds to loose before this series is over, which will be really hard, but I really hope that I can loose them. I am trying to decide if I want to finish the stabilization then start another series right after my birthday (27th) Then that way I can be done by June, which means being done in time for the bear lake parties, or I could wait a couple of months and then start another series of shots. What do you think I should do? I hope I see a lot more weight coming off soon!

285

Yay! I have lost 25 pounds! I dont know how I feel about that, well I know how I feel about it, but I am in a little shock, the only way I have ever lost that much before was by being pregnunt. I know I lost the weight but I am not seeing it in my self yet. I havent noticed my clothes getting losser or any thing, but according to some people I lost some of the weight in my face. So I dont know, I am looking forward to the day where I can go to a store to get clothes and I have to get a smaller size, I am not at that point yet, but I hope to be soon! I need new recipes of things that I can do with chicken, so if you have any please send me a comment, I am getting sick of just boiled chicken. So please send me recipies! Keep cheering me on! I need it! I am about half way done with this diet, and I hope I loose a lot more then I all ready did. So I am hoping to start seeing the weight that came off in my self soon! Please leave comments and encourage me!

287- Day 13 or 14

Yay! I have lost 23 pounds in just under a week! I am very excited about that. But I do find it hard that I have lost that much yet the only place we can tell that I lost it is in my face, and I know for a fact my face did not weigh 23 pounds heavier. Oh well hopefuly I will start to see it soon and I will be abble to start wearing smaller clothes. I am sick of being the size I am I want to be healthy! I wish I could go out walking more for I kind of lost my walking buddy for the time being for the fact that she has a very hectic life right now. I am having a really hard time walking on the tread mill. I know I need to do it and get it over with but I still find it hard to do. I like walking out side a lot more, and that is hard when it is cold out side for I am worried about the girls getting sick. I hope I will start feeling better about my image soon I still look at my body and go man there is a blimp in a half! I just have so many fat rolls its discusting, I never want to be like this again! I want to be in a place where I am healthy and I can start looking cute. Please help incourage me so I dont loose the motivation I have!

305- day 11

Yes I know I weigh the same. But the truth is my weight has gone up and it has gone down in the past few days. I am still on the shots. They are going well, I have lost 15 pounds since I have started. That is very nice. I am getting a little frustrated that I am not seeing the pounds come off quicker. But I am starting to notice that my tummy is not as big. I can look down while standing up, and I see my boobs and not just a big fat pouch under the boobs. So I guess I should go out and buy my self a tape measure so then that way I can measure my stomich every day instead of my weight. I am having a really hard time staying motivated to walk on the treadmill. I get on there and it is so boring! Then I end up only walking 5 or 10 minutes unstead of the hour hour in a half that I do out side. I know that part of the problem is the cold, I dont want to get out there and walk in the cold with the girls, unless I have some one telling me ok we are going walking today and we will be there in 10 minutes. Its weird for excersize I need people telling me that we are going out to excersize and they give me no choice. I normally really hate that but it seems like for excersizing I have no other choice. That just seems to work better with me. The diet it self is still going good, I have not cheated once. Which I am really shocked about, I thought I would start cheating a long time ago. I went to my familys superbowl party and I was amazed I did not cheat and have any of the things that they were having. One of my key motivation things (that was keeping me motivated) is gone now. I really wanted to go to Spain skinny, I wanted to fit in the air plane seat with out asking for a seat belt extention. I wanted to be skinny while I was over there and look cute in a new swimmingsuit. But we filed for our tax return and it was not as high as we were expecting. So Jeremy gets to go over with out me. I knew there was a good chance I would not be able to go but, I never really thought I would not be going. So I think my new motivation is to be skinny for my 10 year high school reunion. Its scary though for that is a year and a half away. But I have all ways wanted to prove my class mates wrong. I want to prove that I am not just a blimp, I can be pretty as well. I have to say I hope this weight will start comming off faster then it is. Cause I am getting a little discouraged that the weight on the scale is not going down day after day. I know my neighber said it could go one of two ways, it could be that I loose a bunch of weight at the beginging and then twords the end I start loosing the inches, or I can loose the inches at the begining and the loose all the weight at the end. I seem to be doing the latter. I am 1/3 the way done with my shots (I have 19 left) Then after my shots I have 3 weeks of stabalazation. That puts me at March 20th. It seems like forever a way and I am hoping it will pass by quicker then I am expecting it to. I have so many partys comming up and holidays that it is really hard to pass up the yummy food. But I do have to admit it is getting easier to pass it up. But I still find it really hard when they have cakes and cookies and thouse types of yummy things! Please pray for me that I can find the motivation and that I can stick to the diet! I need all the help and support I can get!

305 - Day 3

So yesterday was the first day on the diet. I did not have to hard of a time in the morning for I was sick most of the morning. but after I had a nap I felt a lot better. I did not cheat the whole day! I am very proud of my self for that! But I do have to admit it was hard for I at about 6 and by 9 I felt like I was starving. So I ended up going to bed early so I would not cheat. I know it sounds lame but I dont have good self control at all! Today has gone better I have not felt as hungry today but I have be CRAVING SURGAR! I dont get why, I guess all the srugar is starting to leave my body and so now my body wants it! I am hoping things will go better for me from now on. I dont like that I feel starving all the time, but unfortunatly there is not a lot that I can do about that right now. I want to be skinny. Part of my problem is I dont see my self as skinny or see my self as ever being skinny. And that scares me, I am wondering if I am doing this to prove to my self that I can be skinny. ( By me saying "be skinny" I mean being a smaller size and healthier) I want to feel better about my self I want to be able to sit on seats with out worring that I am going to break them, I want to be able to ride the roller coasters at lagoon with out having to be squished in them, I want to be able to ride in a plane with out having my hips be squished and asking for a seat belt extention. I dont want to go to my 10 year high school reunion being as big as I am now. I want to be cute! It has been hard though for Jeremy will offer me food that I cant have or he was going to the store to get something and he asked me if I wanted any thing. I was surprised I turned him down both times. I did not know I had that in me. Tomorrow will be the true test. We will be going to my moms house for dinner. I will be bringing my own food, but I just really hope I can say no to her yummy food!

302!

So today I took my second shot, I have to say that I like my results all ready! I got on the scale this morning and it said that I lost 8 pounds all ready! I had to weigh my self three times to make sure be each time it was eight pounds less then yesterday! Yes! I hope I can do this through the whole diet! Yesterday was my last loading day, So I basically ate every thing I wont be able to eat while on this diet, I ate my Dark Chocolates I ate ice cream, and macaroni and cheese I had hot dogs. I thought for sure I would gain weight yesterday for if you eat any thing with surger or starch you are supposed to gain weight and it said that I already lost 8 pounds! So today is the first day that I will be eating healthy. I have to admit that i am scared. I am so nervous that I am going to feel hungry or starving and then I will forget I am on my diet and I will just go to the cupbord and find something to eat. I made my self some signs yesterday telling me what I can eat and I am going to be taping them around the kitchen, so hopefully I will see them and remember that I am on the diet. I am still scared that I am going to eat what they tell me to eat and then I will still be starving. I was told that HCG kills your appetite but I guess my appetite is so huge that I am afraid that the amount of food they are telling me to eat wont be enough. But I have to have faith that this will work, I have to remember why I am doing it and not think about my stomach the whole time. I have to admit that it feels really good that when I looked at the scale and it said I had lost 8 pounds that had me floored! I am hoping and praying that will keep me going through out the day!

310

This morning I started my new diet! I hope and pray that this will work I have never done any thing so drastic. I have done the Atkins diet, lost weight while I was on it, I have done the south beach diet, I got lost in that one, I have done the slim fast diet, that one tasted better but never lost any weight on it. I have never had the money to do Jenny Craig or weight watchers. So I am off to trying my hands at the HCG diet. I am so scared for you cant mess up on this diet. And knowing me I probubly will. But I have a great friend who hooked me up with the HCG and she is willing to help me through this. I have started calling her the Nazi as a joke for every day she is telling me how and where we are going to work out. I dont mind for if I did not have her there pushing me I would not do it. So on Monday I went over to her house did 5 minutes one the tread mill ( I know that is not a lot of time, but I was almost running on it) I did around 75 sit ups, and lifted weights, so all in all every thing took me about and hour worth of working out. On Tuesday she and her friend came to pick me up for my surprise. Well needless to say was not a very fun surprise,(it was fun in the sence of we were laughing the whole time, but not fun in the actule working out scence) So they came and picked the girls and I up, and then drove us up to Unity Pass, (about three and a half miles from our home) We parked the car there, then walked home. That was not as bad as I thought it was going to be, I did not start hurting until we got to the school by our house. We had a blast on that walk, welll yesterday was a rest and a loading day. So greatful for the rest, because my legs were so sore I could not even stand up with out screaming out, but I noticed that once I did stand up and get walking my legs did not hurt, but as soon as I layed down or sat down I was in sever pain again. So I went walking for like 30 minutes yesterday just so I could try and streach out my musles. Well today is the day that I started my first shot and is my last day of loading. Today we are going back to the top of unity pass and walking it again. I know I will be in a ton of pain but I just need to work through it I need to just deal with it so I can get skinny. I am greatful that I have friends who are willing to help me out with my loosing the weight. If I did not have them behind me pushing and shoving me I would not do any thing and I would continue to balloon up. I am sick of being my size. I want to get skinny. I have 4 friends who are willing to help me with it. I have one friend who is willing to do Zumba with me 2 days a week ( I will start doing that once I get the money to do that) I have another friend who wish willing to walk with me whenever I want (hopefuly every day but sundays) then I have my friends who I call the Nazis (but I do it with love) who are not only pushing me (hard) on the walking thing they are also willing do lift weights and other things with me so I am not just walking the whole time. I am still very stressed about my weight, I stood on the scale today and it told me my weight, I told my husband "Jeremy the scale is lying to me again" He just laughed. But I am really sick of this weight and I have to do something!

HOPE AND PRAY FOR ME THAT THIS WILL WORK!

Monday August 23, 2010

What I had to BREAKFAST: Egg rolls
What I had for LUNCH: a bowl of cinnimon toast crunch and sandwich
What I had for DINNER: casadilla
What I had for SNACKS: none
What were my cravings for the day? cookie dough and cake batter
Did I fall in to my cravings? no because I was to lazy to make either, maybe for this case it is good that I can be lazy
How much WATER did I drink today? 0
How much POP did I drink today? 1 can of coke
How much JUICE did I drink today? 0
How much EXERCISE did I do today? 1/2
What CHORES did I do today? One batch of laundry
How much do I weigh tonight?

I am doing better with eating every meal, but I know its still not the best food. but hey at least I am trying not to skip meals any more. I have been under a ton of stress lately so I think that might be why it is so hard just to even get one pound off! But I have to keep on trying. I am losing my will to do this, I feel like giving up, I was so much happier when I wasnt checking my weight every week, and when I wasnt trying to watch what I eat but I guess this is what I get for not doing that for so many years! I know I need to keep it up but my motivation is getting flushed faster then I can stop it. I need to live, I WANT TO LIVE!

Thursday, August 19,2010

What I had to BREAKFAST: Peanut Butter and Jelly sandwich
What I had for LUNCH: Nothing we all slept through lunch time.
What I had for DINNER: Hamburger helper and scallop patatos
What I had for SNACKS: None
What were my cravings for the day? None
Did I fall in to my cravings? Nope
How much WATER did I drink today? 4 or 5 glasses
How much POP did I drink today? 0
How much JUICE did I drink today? 20 oz
How much EXERCISE did I do today? 15 min
What CHORES did I do today? Easy day today mostly slept
How much do I weigh tonight?

Had an easy day today for the most part which is a first time in a long time for me. It was nice to take it easy. Tomorrow going for another walk with the neighbor. If the kids are up in time will go in the morning if not I will be going at night. I found I like walking with some one and talking while I walk it is very nice keeps my mind off the pain I have in my legs. I also like that she is trying to challenge me! Lots of chores to do tomorrow! So it will be a busy day for Jeremy will be working 18 hours again.
I want to live, I NEED TO LIVE!

To answer ?s

Maggi-
We have donuts and Icecream because Jeremys parents gave them to us. Other wise we wont have it in the house, yep I take Ashley Casaya and Peanut on a walk with me!


Kaylynn-
Again no buying donuts. But we also did not buy the hot dogs we got them from the store house. We do buy coke for Jeremy takes them to work every day. Yes we try to buy the stuff you mentioned but if we do they usuly go to Ashley first.

Tuesday, August, 17, 2010

What I had to BREAKFAST: 1/2 chicken enchalada
What I had for LUNCH: 2 hot dogs with out buns
What I had for DINNER: Biskets and country gravy
What I had for SNACKS: A donate and an Ice cream bar
What were my cravings for the day? surgar
Did I fall in to my cravings? unfortinatly yes
How much WATER did I drink today? a ton! I am not sure but I am pretty sure around 25 glasses full. Having to pee my pants every 1/2 hour!
How much POP did I drink today? 1 can of coke!
How much JUICE did I drink today? 0
How much EXERCISE did I do today? Did not go walking today
What CHORES did I do today? 8 batches of laundry washed and put away, cleaned out the kids drawers and got out the clothes that are to small for them, cleaned thier rooms and gave the dog a bath.
How much do I weigh tonight? 308

Man it is hard to get back in to the habbit of somthing when you got out of it! I am going to try and do better!
Well I keep on gaining weight my neighber keeps on telling me not to worry for I may be loosing the weight but gaining musle. For my sake I really REALLY hope that is what is happening right now! I have been walking for at least and hour almost every day. Some days I will walk for two or three hours. Still trying to eat healthy which is getting hard again for we have no food in the house. We are waiting for another food order, but we can get one for a few weeks for we have to talk to the bishop or somthing like that, so we are just praying Casayas food will hold out! But we are still trying to eat healthy for what we have in the house.I have been trying to cut out a lot of surgar in my diet. Every time I start craving it I try to go for a piece of bread or something like that. Does not always work but hey at least I try right?
I want to live, I NEED TO LIVE!

I am back! Aug 11, 2010

What I had to BREAKFAST: a piece of toast

What I had for LUNCH: Taco bell, Chicken gordita, Chicken chalupa

What I had for DINNER: Quinwa

What I had for SNACKS: a cup cake

What were my cravings for the day? Surger

Did I fall in to my cravings? Sort of I had my cup cake

How much WATER did I drink today? A 20oz bottle

How much POP did I drink today? a medium cup of Mountain Dew Blast

How much JUICE did I drink today? 0

How much EXERCISE did I do today? about 1 hours worth

What CHORES did I do today? took care of the kids

How much do I weigh tonight? 306

Well I am back now! So I will be picking up my blog again sorry about it taking so long!

I am now taking Niacen which is a pill that you take once a day and it helps you detox all the crud out of your system and helps you loose the weight faster. So I will be trying that and hopefuly it will work, I hate how I feel while I am on it but it works so we will see how it goes.

I am going to start going for walks with my neighber in the mornings, I am hoping and praying that if I have some one to walk with it will be easier, but I am not sure. But it will be worth a shot, I just need to get out there and do it, no more excusese!

While on vacation I got TONS of excersize I dont think there was more then a few hours at a time that I sat down. Just a few of the things we have done on our vacation:

-Thanksgiving Point, walked around the Dino Musium, and the petting zoo that took about four hours

- Walked around a whole bunch of stores for about 7 hours straight.

-Went to Cow-a-bunga Bay, We were there for about 4 1/2 hours. Got torched but had a blast.

-Went to the Bees game. walked from the trax station to the ball park then up a bunch of stairs quite a few times while carring Casaya.

- Went to Chuck E Cheeses for a few hours and played the games.

-On another day we went shoping to a whole bunch of stores for 8 1/2 hours straight.

So yes we did have fun, but I did do a ton of excersize. We did a lot more stuff but since it is one in the morning I can not think of them right off the bat.

So Keep me in your prayers that I can do this, and that I wont loose hope.

I want to live, I NEED TO LIVE!

Sunday, July 25th,2010

What I had to BREAKFAST: A glass of chocholate milk
What I had for LUNCH: A turkey sandwich
What I had for DINNER: Pork burrito, watermelon and nachos
What I had for SNACKS: a creamie
What were my cravings for the day? Chocholate
Did I fall in to my cravings? Yes had a creamie
How much WATER did I drink today? 1 glass
How much POP did I drink today? 2 swallows (shared with Jer and he drank most of it)
How much JUICE did I drink today? One glass full of7 up with fresh limes squeezed in it
How much EXERCISE did I do today? Not much
What CHORES did I do today? none went to my moms instead
How much do I weigh tonight?

Still under a lot of stress but dont feel so much like crawling in a hole any more, which is good I guess. I got rid of Ashley for a few days. She is at my moms for a "Princess Party" So I am hoping to get more excersize since she will be gone. I am also hoping to get more chores done! The first of the family is commin in on Tuesday, so we will go and see them on Wednesday. Then the rest will be comming in some time after that. I will not always get to a computer, I will try my hardest, but no garentees. We will be staying at my moms house for the next few weeks while family is in town, so I might be able to update it, that is if I dont get home to late and go strait to bed. So know that I will still be watching what I eat, but I will be getting a lot more excersize, dont know what the family has planned, but I know that one day they want to do Lagoon or Raging Waters. So lots of excersize there. Plus we will be going to lots of free places like Wheeler Farm and Liberty park, and the gateway. I cant wait! I know it will be stressful for me having family in town, but I need to remember, this week is not about me, it is about them, So I need to learn to keep my trap closed even if I dont agree, but I also need to remember, not to turn in to my shell and close down, I need to try and have fun and not worry about what every one else thinks! So yes it will be stressful but I will have fun also! I want to live, I NEED TO LIVE!

Thursday, July 23, 2010

What I had to BREAKFAST: Surgerie hotcakes
What I had for LUNCH: a buritto
What I had for DINNER: A roast, mashed patatos, and carrots
What I had for SNACKS: Raisins and one chips ahoy cookie, and grapes
What were my cravings for the day? chocholate
Did I fall in to my cravings? Sort of I had two glasses of chocholate milk, does that count?
How much WATER did I drink today? 1 glass
How much POP did I drink today? 1 coke
How much JUICE did I drink today? 0
How much EXERCISE did I do today? 0
What CHORES did I do today? put food away
How much do I weigh tonight?

So I have not been doing to well with the excersize I have been really depressed lately and it seems like all I want to do is sleep and cry not sure why. I have a few ideas why but. I dont know, right now it is just really bad and I am trying to hold it together, does not help that right now I feel like I should go see a therapist. Just so I can talk to some one with out being judged. I dont know. But tomorrow is a new day and I hope I wake up on the right side of the bed so I can get back on the treadmill and walk this stupid weight away. I am trying to eat healthier, not skip meals. But it seems like I keep on adding weight on any ways, and people keep on telling me I am doing it wrong. I am trying my hardest, I am new at this. Its very frustrating to try and change your whole life style around in a few short days, when I have lived like this my whole life. I wish I could just go and get lap band, then that way I wont be able to eat surgur and I will all ways have a small stomach so I cant eat very much. Not like I eat a ton now any ways but I still would like to have it done any one have an extra 15000.00 laying around some were so I can go and get the surgery done? I just need to find out what is kick starting this depression and fix it. I think some of it is, my husband works between 15-18 hours a day. I see him work so hard get so little sleep and every thing he struggles through, and we still have no flippin money, we dont go out to dinner,movie,amusement parks,museums. Andy thing like that, we dont spend any money on any thing unless we absolutely need it. So why in the heck do we still have no money? Oh ya we also pay our tithing. So I dont know I know that is just one of the things that is really bothering me right now. But I need to find out what else is eating a way at me and fix that. I need to figure out how to get out of this rut and move on so I will have the motivation to keep excersizing and getting healthier, not only for my self but also for my family. I want to live, I NEED TO LIVE!

? for people reading this

I am surching the net for info about weight loss pills. I am looking to jump start the weightloss. I dont want to rely on them to loose all the weight. I just want to get it started. Any one heard of any good companys or pills?

Monday, july 19th, 2010

What I had to BREAKFAST: A bowl of watermelon
What I had for LUNCH: A casadilla with cheese, tomatos, and onions
What I had for DINNER: Peanutbutter and jelly sandwich and a small slice of pizza
What I had for SNACKS: none
What were my cravings for the day? chocholate
Did I fall in to my cravings? no
How much WATER did I drink today? about 1/2 gallen
How much POP did I drink today? 1/2 can
How much JUICE did I drink today? none
How much EXERCISE did I do today? 1800steps=10min
What CHORES did I do today? rearanged my bedroom

Had a hard day, some people telling me I am never going to loose the weight. I am trying my hardest and I cant go from what I am doing now to all of the sudden eating what a 110 pound person does. It is going to take time for me to get there. It is also going to take time for learn how to eat healthy I am trying my hardest. I want to live, I NEED TO LIVE!

Sunday, July 18th, 2010

What I had to BREAKFAST: Nothing
What I had for LUNCH: A couple of animal crackers
What I had for DINNER: Pizza watermelon, Salad
What I had for SNACKS:
What were my cravings for the day? none
Did I fall in to my cravings?na
How much WATER did I drink today? 2 glasses
How much POP did I drink today? 1/2 can shared with Jeremy
How much JUICE did I drink today? 5 glasses of slushie lemonaid
How much EXERCISE did I do today? 15 min 1139 steps = 10 min on treadmill
What CHORES did I do today? none
How much do I weigh tonight? 302

I have not been slacking on my weight loss stuff, I have been so tired at night I just go to bed and pass out. Yesterday I went yard sale shopping with my mom for 4 hours! Lots of walking out in the heat! I am starting to get frustrated for I excersize every day and the weight is not coming off. Yes I know I need to excersize more often and longer during the day. But as of right now I do 10 min on the treadmill I get off and I get really light headed and dizzy. My husband said it is cause I dont drink enough water so my body is throwing fits. I dont know. I am trying my hardest I just have to keep on praying that the weight will come off. We were finally able to score a food order from the church so we will get our fruits veggies meats formulas and diapers on Wednesday! I can not wait! Any one have some good, easy and fast recipes? I only know how to cook like three dishes! And I am pretty sure Jeremy is sick of those by now! I want to live, I NEED TO LIVE!

Tuesday, July 13,2010

What I had to BREAKFAST: A bowl of reeses cereal.
What I had for LUNCH: Toast
What I had for DINNER:Braughtworst
What I had for SNACKS: creamie
What were my cravings for the day? chocolate
Did I fall in to my cravings? sort of had a chocolate dipped creamie
How much WATER did I drink today? 1 glass
How much POP did I drink today? 1 can
How much JUICE did I drink today? 1 glass
How much EXERCISE did I do today? 10 min
What CHORES did I do today? Nothing much but I did get out the high chair and scrub it down from top to bottom.

I slacked today I have to admit that I did not slack in the eating department but I did slack in the excersize department. I waited and waited for Ashley to take a nap so I could get on the treadmill, and by the time she finally went down, I went down also! Oops my bad, but with all the stress I have been under lately I know sleep is what I need right now, that and excersize, I will do better tomorrow. I want to live, I NEED TO LIVE!

Monday, July 12,2010

What I had to BREAKFAST: a bowl of honey bunches of oats with almonds
What I had for LUNCH: a turkey sandwich
What I had for DINNER: 1/2 casadia and ramon
What I had for SNACKS: 1 creamie
What were my cravings for the day? chocholate
Did I fall in to my cravings? sort of I had a mint creamie that had a chocholate shell on it.
How much WATER did I drink today? a glass
How much POP did I drink today? 1 can of coke
How much JUICE did I drink today? 1/2 glass of rasberry lemondaid
How much EXERCISE did I do today? 20 mins=2137 steps on treadmill
What CHORES did I do today? fold and put away clothes, and water lawn
How much do I weigh tonight?

So I used my tread mill for the first time today! I finally got it. But the first time of using it I learned not to do it with out shoes for you can get blisters! Oh well I still love it! Its harder then I thought to go 30 mins straight so I broke it up into 10 min segments for now, until I can work up until thirty min stragiht. The first time I got done with they treadmill I felt like I was going to pass out. I think it is cause of the heat and how fast I was going. I did not take it slow on the treadmill. So what did I do the secound time? I went faster. Still dizzy but I did a little better. Thats what I hope to do every time I get on, I hope to get better and better. I want to live, I NEED TO LIVE!

Saturday, July 10th, 2010

What I had to BREAKFAST: Way to much my mom took my family out to golden caral
What I had for LUNCH:2 cookies and some nuts
What I had for DINNER: ramon
What I had for SNACKS:
What were my cravings for the day? none to stuffed from breakfast
Did I fall in to my cravings?na
How much WATER did I drink today?1 glass
How much POP did I drink today?1 glass
How much JUICE did I drink today? 0
How much EXERCISE did I do today? 1 hour
What CHORES did I do today? watered lawn and went yard saling
How much do I weigh tonight? I will do this once a week


So today I was horrible for my mom offered to take us out to breakfast. And then during lunch I was at a bridal shower. So I did not do good today, but hey there will always be tom!
And to answer some of your quistions I have not been eating fruits and veggies for we can not afford them right now, it is either that or formula and diapers, So of course I will get the stuff for my daughter first. I can survive on ramon and other stuff until we can afford the healthy stuff again
I WANT TO LIVE, I NEED TO LIVE!