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I am surching the net for info about weight loss pills. I am looking to jump start the weightloss. I dont want to rely on them to loose all the weight. I just want to get it started. Any one heard of any good companys or pills?

Monday, july 19th, 2010

What I had to BREAKFAST: A bowl of watermelon
What I had for LUNCH: A casadilla with cheese, tomatos, and onions
What I had for DINNER: Peanutbutter and jelly sandwich and a small slice of pizza
What I had for SNACKS: none
What were my cravings for the day? chocholate
Did I fall in to my cravings? no
How much WATER did I drink today? about 1/2 gallen
How much POP did I drink today? 1/2 can
How much JUICE did I drink today? none
How much EXERCISE did I do today? 1800steps=10min
What CHORES did I do today? rearanged my bedroom

Had a hard day, some people telling me I am never going to loose the weight. I am trying my hardest and I cant go from what I am doing now to all of the sudden eating what a 110 pound person does. It is going to take time for me to get there. It is also going to take time for learn how to eat healthy I am trying my hardest. I want to live, I NEED TO LIVE!

Sunday, July 18th, 2010

What I had to BREAKFAST: Nothing
What I had for LUNCH: A couple of animal crackers
What I had for DINNER: Pizza watermelon, Salad
What I had for SNACKS:
What were my cravings for the day? none
Did I fall in to my cravings?na
How much WATER did I drink today? 2 glasses
How much POP did I drink today? 1/2 can shared with Jeremy
How much JUICE did I drink today? 5 glasses of slushie lemonaid
How much EXERCISE did I do today? 15 min 1139 steps = 10 min on treadmill
What CHORES did I do today? none
How much do I weigh tonight? 302

I have not been slacking on my weight loss stuff, I have been so tired at night I just go to bed and pass out. Yesterday I went yard sale shopping with my mom for 4 hours! Lots of walking out in the heat! I am starting to get frustrated for I excersize every day and the weight is not coming off. Yes I know I need to excersize more often and longer during the day. But as of right now I do 10 min on the treadmill I get off and I get really light headed and dizzy. My husband said it is cause I dont drink enough water so my body is throwing fits. I dont know. I am trying my hardest I just have to keep on praying that the weight will come off. We were finally able to score a food order from the church so we will get our fruits veggies meats formulas and diapers on Wednesday! I can not wait! Any one have some good, easy and fast recipes? I only know how to cook like three dishes! And I am pretty sure Jeremy is sick of those by now! I want to live, I NEED TO LIVE!

Tuesday, July 13,2010

What I had to BREAKFAST: A bowl of reeses cereal.
What I had for LUNCH: Toast
What I had for DINNER:Braughtworst
What I had for SNACKS: creamie
What were my cravings for the day? chocolate
Did I fall in to my cravings? sort of had a chocolate dipped creamie
How much WATER did I drink today? 1 glass
How much POP did I drink today? 1 can
How much JUICE did I drink today? 1 glass
How much EXERCISE did I do today? 10 min
What CHORES did I do today? Nothing much but I did get out the high chair and scrub it down from top to bottom.

I slacked today I have to admit that I did not slack in the eating department but I did slack in the excersize department. I waited and waited for Ashley to take a nap so I could get on the treadmill, and by the time she finally went down, I went down also! Oops my bad, but with all the stress I have been under lately I know sleep is what I need right now, that and excersize, I will do better tomorrow. I want to live, I NEED TO LIVE!

Monday, July 12,2010

What I had to BREAKFAST: a bowl of honey bunches of oats with almonds
What I had for LUNCH: a turkey sandwich
What I had for DINNER: 1/2 casadia and ramon
What I had for SNACKS: 1 creamie
What were my cravings for the day? chocholate
Did I fall in to my cravings? sort of I had a mint creamie that had a chocholate shell on it.
How much WATER did I drink today? a glass
How much POP did I drink today? 1 can of coke
How much JUICE did I drink today? 1/2 glass of rasberry lemondaid
How much EXERCISE did I do today? 20 mins=2137 steps on treadmill
What CHORES did I do today? fold and put away clothes, and water lawn
How much do I weigh tonight?

So I used my tread mill for the first time today! I finally got it. But the first time of using it I learned not to do it with out shoes for you can get blisters! Oh well I still love it! Its harder then I thought to go 30 mins straight so I broke it up into 10 min segments for now, until I can work up until thirty min stragiht. The first time I got done with they treadmill I felt like I was going to pass out. I think it is cause of the heat and how fast I was going. I did not take it slow on the treadmill. So what did I do the secound time? I went faster. Still dizzy but I did a little better. Thats what I hope to do every time I get on, I hope to get better and better. I want to live, I NEED TO LIVE!

Saturday, July 10th, 2010

What I had to BREAKFAST: Way to much my mom took my family out to golden caral
What I had for LUNCH:2 cookies and some nuts
What I had for DINNER: ramon
What I had for SNACKS:
What were my cravings for the day? none to stuffed from breakfast
Did I fall in to my cravings?na
How much WATER did I drink today?1 glass
How much POP did I drink today?1 glass
How much JUICE did I drink today? 0
How much EXERCISE did I do today? 1 hour
What CHORES did I do today? watered lawn and went yard saling
How much do I weigh tonight? I will do this once a week


So today I was horrible for my mom offered to take us out to breakfast. And then during lunch I was at a bridal shower. So I did not do good today, but hey there will always be tom!
And to answer some of your quistions I have not been eating fruits and veggies for we can not afford them right now, it is either that or formula and diapers, So of course I will get the stuff for my daughter first. I can survive on ramon and other stuff until we can afford the healthy stuff again
I WANT TO LIVE, I NEED TO LIVE!

Friday, July 9th,2010

What I had to BREAKFAST: a bowl of honey bunches of oats with almonds
What I had for LUNCH: ramon
What I had for DINNER:2.5 hot dogs with honey mustered
What I had for SNACKS: 1 creamie, 1 hostess cup cake, 2 pieces of toast
What were my cravings for the day? Chocholate
Did I fall in to my cravings? Yep had the creamie
How much WATER did I drink today? maybe two cups? I am going to try and start drinking 1/2 gallon a day, that is just to start.
How much POP did I drink today? None
How much JUICE did I drink today? None
How much EXERCISE did I do today? Not quite sure went up and down the stairs a ton of times. And I have steap stairs.
What CHORES did I do today? Two batches of laundry and watered the lawn.
How much do I weigh tonight? I dont want to know but hear it goes... 302 up four pounds. Can that really happen gain four pounds in a day? I dont think so dumb scale!

I went to look at my treadmill today! I love it, the lady said she would deliver it tom! I cant wait to have it and to start using it! No more being lazy for me! Hopefuly this will help relieave some of my stress. I get mad at my kids or stressed with how messy the house is I can go and walk until I dont feel stressed any more, then that way my kids will still be with me, but I can have them go watch a movie or go to sleep while I work out! I dont have to worry about doing it when they are awake, or the dead of the heat or when it is dark at night. I will not be limited to when I can excersize! I can do it when it is convinent for me! I wont have to worry about finding a baby sitter to go to golds gym or what ever work out places there are, not that I can afford that any way. This will help relive me of so many of my limitations! I cant wait! I know my husband does not think I can or that I will do this. But I NEED to do this! I need to get healthy for my kids and for my self! I want to live dang it! I WANT TO LIVE!